So, things with Henry ended…
We had a good week, I guess…
We spent a ton of time with each other for three days in a row, and he knew what I wanted in a relationship. I guess he didn’t feel the same about relationships as me. He wanted sex all the time and I wasn’t into that.
He said he needed time to think about how he felt about my choices and decided it wasn’t good enough for him. He wasn’t willing to take things slow. He wasn’t wanting someone who would care about him deeply and not just physically.
I cried about it when he said he needed to think about it until my friends talked me into not crying anymore. I went out as DD for my friends and ended up not wanting the entire relationship anymore anyway. I decided that if he didn’t end it, I was going to.
So, that chapter of my love life is over. I haven’t heard from him since he said he wanted to end everything. I had high hopes for him, and they fell flat.
My friends found out and one even said all my relationships ending had been my fault. I had problems that nobody wanted to deal with. She said I had wanted to get hurt so that my friends would pity me.
So right now, I’m taking a break from talking about my love life around my friends, but don’t worry, an update on my love life will come soon enough, probably next week, if I’m being honest. For some reason, I’m always meeting new people and starting new friendships and relationships.
But, I’m in college. Now is the time to take chances with people, give them chances, date a few guys here and there. Who even knows what they want in the future? All I’m looking for right now is someone who I can spend time with and not get tired of them. I want someone who doesn’t make me doubt the whole relationship. If I do like someone, I always take into consideration their future plans, and if that doesn’t line up with my plans even remotely, I already know it’s probably not going to work out. I’m not going to waste my time on people I can’t see a future with.
Simple as that.
Kait Mae 
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